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Tue Dec 8, 2009, 1:59 AM
It's not getting better at all... Hum.

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: puscifer
  • Reading: Glen Cook
  • Watching: my health decline
  • Playing: b1943
  • Eating: nope
  • Drinking: way too much

hi. i'm alive.

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 2:47 AM
i've just been dealing with some really bad depression (like normal), and i had a couple of people i liked use me for crap (like normal), and a girl i really liked, and do just about everything to help her, basically just said 'fuck you' with her complete and utter disregard for our friendship. no it's nobody on DA.

it hasn't been the best two months really.

but i made a bunch of art, and i'll be posting that soon. so if you were wondering, there you are...

and i still have a bunch of my b-day posters for sale of you want one: 10 bucks + s/h, perfect for people who like evil shit or lambs with vaginas in their faces...

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: fever ray
  • Reading: lord of chaos
  • Watching: my health decline
  • Playing: b1943
  • Eating: nope
  • Drinking: way too much

When you know that everything is going terrible...

Sat Oct 24, 2009, 2:50 AM
You only get calls from people needing advice, needing help, wanting you to fix things, be there for them, help them with their issues...

Honestly the amount of 'friends' I have that actually call me or contact me that want to just do something with me, as opposed to have me fix something they can't, or can't afford is really daunting.

31 years of being used horribly... well, fuck that.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: fever ray
  • Reading: lord of chaos
  • Watching: my health decline
  • Playing: b1943
  • Eating: nope
  • Drinking: way too much

this stings a bit...

Sat Sep 19, 2009, 3:14 AM
He watches 1,188 people, while 205 people watch him.

Damn.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: fever ray
  • Reading: lord of chaos
  • Watching: my health decline
  • Playing: b1943
  • Eating: nope
  • Drinking: way too much

Whoops! I hit 20,000 views and had no idea!

Thu Sep 17, 2009, 5:28 PM
hmmm.

  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: fever ray
  • Reading: lord of chaos
  • Watching: my health decline
  • Playing: b1943
  • Eating: nope
  • Drinking: way too much

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